Salt Lake City’s Mending Stars, the gut-punch pop project from Darren Sessions, has never shied away from vulnerability, but “Maybe I’m Not Okay” takes that honesty to a deeper, starkly reflective level – in the best way possible. Where previous single “Soundtrack of Me” used melody and rhythm as a way to release passion, this new track trades catharsis for quiet confession, sitting with the weight of what it means to keep going when you’re emotionally spent.
Built around gentle piano and ambient textures, the production feels deliberately sparse, almost fragile, mirroring the emotional exhaustion at the song’s thematic core. It’s a choice that gives the song a haunting stillness – a pop ballad that feels less like a performance and more like someone admitting the truth to themselves for the first time.
The lyrics cut with subtle precision, focusing on the quiet burnout that comes from holding everything together for too long. Lines like “My therapist says I’ve graduated / but then the last five said the same thing” and “I feel like my life is passing me by” land with an honesty that feels both deeply personal and universally relatable.
The song’s emotional center comes in its final lines: “I hope one day I can rest / and lay my burdens down.” It’s not resolution, just a wish – and that lack of closure feels like the point. It punctuates the heart with a stake, but in the pain it depicts, listeners can find a piece of themselves resonating with the poetically humane message of burn out. “Maybe I’m Not Okay” isn’t about fixing anything; it’s about naming the feeling, and sometimes that’s enough.
Sessions himself describes it best: “This isn’t a dramatic breakdown song. It’s about the exhaustion of trying to hold it all together. Of showing up and smiling when you’re falling apart inside.” That sentiment echoes persistently, especially for those who live in that quiet in-between where the struggle isn’t loud, but it’s constant.
In a pop landscape where emotional vulnerability often comes dressed in big hooks and glossy production, Mending Stars takes a different route here, embracing restraint as its greatest strength. The song doesn’t try to be uplifting or offer false hope: it just acknowledges the truth, and that makes it feel refreshingly real.
For fans of vulnerable pop ballads, mental health-aware songwriting, and artists like Lewis Capaldi or Sasha Sloan, “Maybe I’m Not Okay” is a song that lingers long after it ends – the kind you return to because it says what you can’t.
With “Maybe I’m Not Okay,” Mending Stars proves that sometimes the most powerful music isn’t about big moments; it’s about honesty. Sessions’ stripped-down production, sharp lyrical details, and restrained delivery create a quietly devastating track that feels like a safe space for anyone who’s ever whispered to themselves, “I can’t keep doing this.”
As Mending Stars continues to carve out space for honest, emotionally grounded pop, this song marks a high point in Darren Sessions’ storytelling – a reminder that sometimes the bravest thing you can do is simply admit you’re not okay.

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